Yesterday , went for check-up . Went to AMC for ultrasound scan , i was very excited at first but the report turns to be a bad result . My baby have no heartbeat , meaning it have die . When the nurse told me , my eyes was watery , control my tears but tears still come down . Call-ed Jane to come down , she supposed to accompany me but she was tired , babyhuang working . She cab down , reached around 10mins , she keep calm me down but i still cry . Doctor ask me to admit hospital , so going today . They need to remove the baby as it has been dead for two weeks . Keep having stomachache , sharp pain .
haishs , didn't slept for the whole night . I'm damn worried and i don't want to removed the baby from my stomach . i can't bear to let it go , why god is so cruel to my baby ?
Going to get prepared , after i discharge from hospital , then update more ..
