Currently listen to Wanlin blog song . Read her post and found that she's more lucky than me . In a relationship , she is more sweeter than me . Needless to said , Godrey treat her good too . I'm not jealous of them , just envy of them . Somehow , i realise that i don't understand him at all . 1 year 4 months plus relationship , everyday is stick together but then the most funny thing is i don't understand him at all . Perhaps , he have changed and i have changed too . We're not so close like before . We're not so sweet like before . We do quarrel almost everyday like in the past . We're not doing things together anymore . Last time , he will not shout at me but now he always shout at me . He said he won't beat me up again but yesterday he gave me a slap . Actually wanted to break with him but i was soft-hearted . Last time , i talk like a princess but now he talk like a king . Maybe this's my retribution ? Act as very happy infront of him but behind him , i'm crying . Last time , he used to read my blog everyday but now he didn't even look on it . Last time we used to chit chat a lot but now we only talk to each other for not more than 100 sentence . Last time , i'll tell him my everything but now i don't tell . Last time i used to tell him i'm sad but now i did not tell him . Last time we're so loving but now we're so cold . Last time every moment , i'll feel his love but not now anymore . Last time we do play together but now not anymore . Last time in the midnight i said i'm hungry and he will bring me out to eat or cook fro me but not now anymore . Last time when he go out , he would give me a kiss but not now anymore . Seriously , i'm very tired and i feel like giving him up but i can't bear to . I don't want to change anymore . I know if i still wanna change , that's not the real me . If he can't accept , i don't have much to say . I only have to say ''since you can't accept it , let's break up.'' What will i said this to him ? Will he slap me ? Will he change his attitude ? If he is sincerely , i don't mind to be together with him . I already give him a lot of chance and this's the last chance . If one day , we quarrel again and i will just said break .Babyhuang ,
this's not the relationship i want . All i want is your love , care and concern . If this's your love towards me , i have to said sorry . I really got nothing else to said . If 1 year 4 months plus relationship just ended like that , it's very pity . Everytime , i tell you ''i dislike you this , i dislike you that'' but you'll talk back to me . In the past you won't like that . If you think that i always break with you , i'll stead with other guy , sorry . I know , no matter what you still won't change . Sometimes , your words really hurt me a lot . Sometimes , when i'm alone you'll ignored me but after a few mins you come and hug me , isn't too late ? I'm already used to it . Sometimes , i think i don't need you at all and you don't need me at all . I know i gave you lots of stress but i won't again . Never again . All i need is to be love by you . Do you know ?
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