Hello, peeepos! Got miss me bo?I've came back from Universal, its fun and memorable.
On the same day, before i go to Universal. I went to meet my dad first, wondering why eh? I meet him not because he's going to Universal. He's going to accompany me to Court. Luv was worried that i'll be going in. Luv mom, Luv and my beloved Dad accompany me to Court.
I'm worried that i'll go in, i almost cried. I keep telling myself, this's what i do in the past so now my punishment its here. I cannot be so unresponsible to run away from Court and etc. I'm very proud of myself, at least i didn't run away from problem.
Even my Investigation Officer said i'm brave enough to admit.
Its the truth i beat others.
Its the truth i sniffed glue..
Its the truth i use my sister identify when i run away from home...
But its not the truth that i scolded the Indian, he's the one who started everything...
He's the one who take photo of me, he's the one who quarelled with me when i'm just asking him in a good manner. He's the one who said my parent first. He's the one who wanted to beat me first but in the end? I'm the one being punished? My Investigation Officer told me even i wanna fight this case, the chance of winning will be very less. So what is the Indian wife who reported the police? Her husband attempted to beat me first. The most unlucky is the two police came is Indian too. The 2 police indian is so racist. They also give fasle statement, fcuk.
This's why i hate Indian so much. I hate Indian!
Court date postponed to 6th of April. Now is 26th of March.
Time passes so fast. If i really go in, the most i'm worry is ''LUV''
I've no idea.
Now, the most headache thing is ''should i break with him on the 5th of April?''
I don't want him to be alone. I don't want him to cry. I don't want him to worry for me. I don't want him to feel sad for me. I don't want him to feel sorry. I don't want him to feel he can't help. I don't want him to ................................................
I betrayed him 8th times, as in break with him and stead with other guy. Without fail, he'll always be there for me. I believed even now i stead with other guy, he'll wait for me too. He's so silly. I think in this world he's the most silly and ultra good boyfriend. He's so good and i? I think i didn't do anything good to him before. He always complaint, why i'm not gentle to him and etc. He just want me to be gentle abit, 1 % he also satisfied.
I knew i'm a bad girlfriend.
Dear God/Jesus,
I hope Huang YiChuan, Eugene will have a better girlfriend if i really go in and he'll forget me.
I don't want him to live with a weird girlfriend. A girlfriend always tortured him. He'll do everything sucessfully. His girlfriend will treat him very well. I knew he did alot of bad stuff before, its all because of me. Put all the punishment on me.
God bless.
I'll upload pictures soon, and more about Universal.
