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Sunday, June 6, 2010

Love = Miserable.

1 year 4 months of sistership, and its continue counting till the world end.

Wanlin,
Thanks for your help. I appreciated it. No words can tear us aparts. <:
Seriously, i don't know what to said to you. When i need a person to accompany me, you're always there. You're my another sunshine.
& don't scared scared. If you're scared and don't dare to sleep, keep yourself busy with your lappy. Keep thinking of your mom, and i'm sure you'll not be so freak out anymore. Think how your mom care for you, love you and nag at you. <:
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Continue my post.
Like i said, if this's the real you. I don't want it anymore. You've already changed, change till i don't even recognised you. Your attitude, behaviour and character. I promise you, i'll let you contact with girls, chat with girls online and exchange MSN. I've already make a very big step. When i make this decision, i'm afraid you'll leave me. Now, i think my fear have arrived. You said its Quinten friend, is it true? I don't know. I try to believe your words but i just don't believe. 
I don't feel like staying at here, don't feel like facing you, don't feel like facing your mom and don't feel like facing your relatives. I just wanna run out everyday, like nobody care for me. I don't know how to describe this kind of feeling. I just want a hug and cry it out loud, because i'm damn tired and i don't know what to do.
I know you've already stop reading my blog, i said nothing. All i did was kept quiet.  
Our conversation became lesser and lesser. All you do is Audition, Facebook, Mafia wars, chat with your social network friends and MSN. What about me? Am i nothing to you? Maybe it is really true. From now on, i don't wanna talk to you.
I don't wish to cry infront of you.
I don't wish to talk to you.
I don't wish to kiss you. 
I don't wish to hug you.